chat.

[noxot]

and I know your spirit is like a crying woman, and what you want is God. think of the most beatific woman you have ever seen. you are more beautiful to God in His eyes. you are a perfect match to God. no one can out do God. we can not Love more than He can.

[stein]

tommorow i am going to the hage. with my brother to visit my father. he can use a visit from us. we dont see him too often and never have.

btw there is the option to go into live chat now....

[stein]

btw you are past the one hundred post noxot i want to thank you for that
onto a thousand?

[noxot]

did not notice ;p

you have pleasure in what you do!

I love my mother, she treats us the same lol.

live chat? cool

[stein]

hey how are you ding now noxot?

[noxot]

well one day after you asked how I was doing it was my birthday, that does not matter to me though.

months later and now I reply to you. how are you doing? i'm doing okay now I guess. just recently I have had a change of view again with God. I hope you are doing good. i'm going to be better than I ever have been or I can fall apart and I won't care about it. there is only one direction.

[fluencenergy]

i am listening music, old or newer, i love music. and i love to talk. for the rest i keep the positive in my life apart from the negative. there is so much for on to be thinking about or sayin, sometimes i can get stuck or think less but otherwise. i can live a lot in words, also besides words if must, or when i prefer so the days are passing by here.

the weather is not to much good, but does well.

people around me i dont talk a lot to either, it's basicly me in words through the computer, and anything can be written, how i speak and write cant go without notice taken, as it always does and should do for everyone.

weather it is the computer, another device or by mouth without a device that is.

does it matter much?

my word high, low or between the average, of what truth i can say. like i said before if you want to know. opinions change, as we meet within this, or it is this then, our human life. and maybe it is already actual before the count or what is measured by.

it is a thing given, i do think think 'talking' is required, besides the moments of not speaking.

right now the music's fine here i am here some nursery people are in the office, maybe besides me someone is also in the place where we smoke, where i go to after this post. grab some koffie to drink or also drink some water.

it's got a nice outvieuw too

i wish and i wish that everything is doing good and gets by.

i can hear the birds or a bird and will talk later on, or wait for reply.
anyway life is alright most.

wished to talk, picking more words.

[noxot]

it is funny how the days pass by when you are with the Lord. 2 weeks is confusing, it seems like less. when i work at my job I mostly pay attention to God, I don't wanna concern myself with the physical things. music is good, God blesses us and we learn many things from it because of God. I was told that our steps are ordered from before the beginning by x141, he has gone away from CF for a while, when he comes back i will ask him to post in this place too. there are many people that seem to be raising up at CF, it is good to see it happen. I seem like I provoke people sometimes or like a false prophet but I believe god wants me to say what i say. I just want them to rise up with us so we can all be with Christ more. being simple is easy and wonderful, being united with God is the only thing we need. for a while I could not stand being in this world, now I care less about it and want to be with God and so I will keep on dying on the cross with Christ. I don't want to be puffed up, I just forsake everything and I just want to be with Christ and I want others to see who he is, so that they may be more complete. i'm a fool and I have no idea why i'm here in this world.

everything gets by and everything is okay. God loves all of us to much for us to have to worry about things.

[fluencenergy]

it's the vieuw of taking all sin upon you for your friends and putting it on the cross. then it is the resurection that counts most above all. and the way you go in that, for me too.

ofcourse we must keep turning the cheek if the other one would get hit, and not be speaking a harmfull word, or be harmfull in any way, as christ clearly teaches, and has tought.

this way then i speak a word of life, i will do so on, the way given.
caring for each other and every humans as christ was. loving the enemy if there is one, and god or truth above all.

gr