my treatment.

[stein]

Maybe i do or i dont care to much i think. I know i am dutch but now on i write in english when i do and thats okay.

There can be bad or nasty feelings in the body i say to you and tell you. and what i take to my body as in medication or subscribed pills or substances by the psychiatrists or doctors, do and can make a huge difference in it regarding to my psych or mind and all through my blood and all fysical feelings. Though i am down in my mood and depressed most times lately i have had hardly no fysical complaints in my body besides that i had one bad experience, so compared to before i now feel much better fysically and it was nothing like how good or okay my body feels now.

In case officially it is none of your concern and i am alright now and like I do I usually never go describing all i felt to any factors. I have compassion about it maybe and pay my own in the way or ways regarding my own pain i felt, can be active against my pain or have a hart for it. This is at least about me.

I oppose to tell you what all possible can cause or caused it besides how i am now to say; like sure 'I dont want to know' what any cause was either. But this is me here talking almost completely doing my best, what i can etcetera in choosing words that matter in facts and what must these substances and pills i swallow do and all the treatment that goes with it in some special way of saying and telling, i try hard for it you know going on for so far till here now sometimes in more specific ways regarding treatment myself as well, and together, or and even set all kinds of my own while like here so.

What is the goal or goals? I go on later but leave this here now and stay on with all mind and feeling okay fysically and knowing normal less thinking about the goals of treatments for now and think next i write here will be or less serious for as it was and other words and information then this.

(this was typed over from paper and i will do better my best to be able to understand easier, i try for it)

salut

[noxot]

O man they must have you on a lot of pills?

[fluencenergy]

no not pills.
it is the way we go round with each other.

[noxot]

what do you mean? I do hate the evil and I don't like it, whatever if it is a thorn in the flesh then so be it, with Christ we bare all things and if not, we shall be saved by God who cares for all of us. no doubt here though, for it is stupid. insanity is better with God then so-called human logic and understanding, they are trapped and we are free, they understand not and yet they feel they do. blind, poor little ones, and we shall also be poor and little. we shall all be happy with the Lord.

i think you see the 3 different ranks of angels? it is not something to be obtained, we simply want to be as close to Christ as we can be. we don't want earth or heaven, we what God. have you tasted God? i think you have. i wish, I so wish that I do nothing ugly on the earth, and that i may be beloved and beautiful for all to point to Christ, but this world is darkness and we are the ones on the stage even though our life seems rather normal or small. everyone matters, and God will save all of us. Christ is our head, if not, we are dead.

beautiful words my beloved, if they may be of some help to you? what can i say or what can you say? no one matters but the Lord, when we are united to him then we can really love those that the lord loves. all I want is you Lord, the one who taste so sweet, past words, united past everything, I don't understand Lord, why are we here on this world? and my brothers are here too.

[fluencenergy]

sure i have tasted life and god within that, even in the outer space i tasted. i tasted the fire noxot, i have tasted to much of everything at given times. have worked to hard, and almost lost it, in my mind some times.

solid or not? john or paul and the letters. even without words, but the book does a good job mentally seen, and in all ways whatever rank an angel may be from, it cannot stand higher then the truth.

truth is the foundation. from there is built and was built.

we are hre on this world for god, and for ourselves if seen so to live. we are gods children to live the life he gives, as we humans are given on this earth.

ask simple and he'll give simple, ask hard and he'll give hard.
so goes for you me and all.

substances like pills do work or last, materials are good. but it is not the material in real time that does the work. unless all is material life and well and kicking, living the life, then yeah pills do great effort.

they make you think, if given correct, if given correct, one might try solve every trouble there is.

or set fire to a cigaret, that is what i go do right now.

[noxot]

angels are beings. the only reason to be happy about knowing where you are, if indeed we are where we are, is that, we wanted to be closest to Christ ( as close as we can get at, or to simply bask in the truth that God is ) and we see in an image a description of us going glory to glory. it is not that we want to be higher rank, we want no rank and liberty of the sons of God, fully grow up with Christ, we want to be lambs.

you are at peace it seems. for me, God says to discard human logic, stop living as a human and see reality. stop living in this world and come to the world I have shown you. the world is ever before us, the kingdom is always here.

random angels everywhere behind the people, give food. even Christ was ministered by unto angels. so too must we be as Christ in this world. at times Christ was comforted by angels and Christ takes on the form of human and angels, all things he is first. to be united to God, to Christ, I see no other purpose here in this world.

this place is a strange world that is confused on what is important, i don't understand why are so many sleeping? and why would we be awake? it is a terrifying thought at what God has planned and ordered. it is a mystery from God that i want to see unfold, being with Christ and to know God that is the true purpose of this world, but I don't get why some are blind and some not blind to Christ being who he says he is, it is sad, all must come to the knowledge of God, i suppose soon enough it shall be, but why did God choose us before others? we are not special... we all belong with Christ and Father! let it please God that we may dwell with Him on this earth.

[fluencenergy]

we will dwell with him on this earth you as you and i as i with christ and the father. i have my own life you have your own life and so it goes for each.

in christ name

for the rest this forum is not christian based.
it's human based.

as in peolple with ten fingers and ten toos and all.
gr