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Post by stein on Dec 31, 2011 20:26:37 GMT
50 percent of the world are keeping my psychosis alive. especially christains since i relate very well with them. if i am not one too.
i took over all that belonged to jesus, but is that psychotic? plus i met our sun. which is also a star, that gives me two stars.
and the world keeps turning around it.
so far.
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Post by forever on Jan 20, 2012 18:18:11 GMT
I always thought the sun turned around me.
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Post by stein on Jan 20, 2012 19:27:09 GMT
yeah that's a way of lookin gat it to. but then it's not just the sun anymore but all' that turns around you.
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Post by noxot on Jan 22, 2012 22:55:06 GMT
it is hard to see when you are your own world. what will become of the creatures that are like me and yet different? I want to get away from all of them sometimes but some of the creations are interesting to me. so i can't tell how I fell yet and everything is foggy. but I know that I was before I was born. and I know all of you here were also existing before you were born. the way things are right now seems to be but a tiny fragment of nothing compared to what is supposed to be with us (and what will be, if we are forced to keep on being). yet still I am me and I don't understand why. because I can chose to hate who I am, yet still I can not delete myself.
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Post by stein on Mar 18, 2012 22:15:35 GMT
cheer up m8
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Post by noxot on Mar 28, 2012 2:25:11 GMT
now with my sight I would say, let God glory with your psychosis. and let God glory in whatever 50 percent else that there is of you. God is the one who will lead us.
we are each a fingerprint of God, we are all unique with Him. that is but one fragment of who we are in Christ, in God.
don't worry about keeping or not having your psychosis, just look to God. the true problem is when you do or are something without being in Love and with God.
your psychosis can be your own, or it can belong to God. I want to cast all my crowns, all my everything to God, all I want is to be with God. i find myself in Christ.
I have always been an obsessive person. but i am obsessed with Christ. i think pretty soon, nothing around me is going to matter, its just going to be Christ.
i did not understand that God is my reality, but more and more I am starting to see that God Loves Me. I would that none of my dear dear beloveds to be without my Lord.
i'm more cheered up than i ever thought i could be and there is no need to be without God, that is not what I want.
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Post by stein on Mar 28, 2012 7:51:43 GMT
i take you advice.
ofcourse i am aware 50% is not 100% ;D
and i am christian, but above all i be human, so brothers and sisters does not mean just chritians or muslims or jews or so.
brother and sister can be anyone who shares a common believe. folie a plusieurs.
salut
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Post by noxot on Mar 30, 2012 2:13:20 GMT
right God is the Father of us all. i believe He loves all of us and I know a lot of christians are trapped in a lot of traps. me, I am getting out of them with God. I know, I know for a fact that God saves every single creature he creates. its just not all shown plainly yet. I want to be with him.
have to be very careful least there be pride or doubt or something else like that try to get inside. but God is always there to help me and i am getting better and better at being with my beloved Christ, my husband, my sister, my spouse.
I have the grace of God and I know who the Consuming Fire is, and I want to be with Him. i'm obsessed with him but He is more obsessed with me because he is greater than i am. and really all i want is to be with Him. I just want to be with him. I want to be with him I really want to be with him.
really soon i'm going to just be talking to God in front of everyone i think, I want to see how close I can be with God. I really really wanna be with Him. I guess I could just type that a lot...
and I want to do everything I can for all, but I need to be with God more first. I want to have His love more and more, i can't love without him.
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Post by stein on Mar 31, 2012 7:18:13 GMT
i love you, too.
i dont mean it wrong.
could be busy like the above two for ages.
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