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Post by stein on May 11, 2012 21:15:08 GMT
it is hard to crush a solid rock...
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Post by noxot on May 12, 2012 15:48:14 GMT
haha yes
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Post by stein on May 12, 2012 19:40:13 GMT
or its hard to crush dust/material?
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Post by noxot on May 13, 2012 14:58:25 GMT
probably better to just be dust that clings on to the foundation that has no foundation of his own. humility and love are so important to be, I just hope we can both be stones in the church building. a flea is very hard to kill  we shall not escape illusions and darkness without humility and love that comes from God. its probably a good idea to be crushed to dust by God. |
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Post by stein on May 13, 2012 18:55:17 GMT
i will be more active on the net, but i have has as good as a total shutdown upon unbelieve and i rethar not talk to much besides really seeing one to atm or so, i mean i rather be out in the grass with a buch a people instead of inside on a pc but ofcourse a lapptop in the grass can be with a lot of people but then you must make sure i can also keep the thing alon efor a while and just andjoyed the played music with you, its free.....sxssss
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Post by noxot on May 21, 2012 6:22:11 GMT
you might as well spend your time doing whatever you are free to do and whatever is most pleasing for you. I think i will try to not post so much on christian forums of any kind for a while, It seems impossible to cut myself off from others but i'm gonna try again.
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Post by stein on Jun 1, 2012 21:10:15 GMT
omg must i say that for not replying sooner or not?
i hope there stay no more replys or stories or subjects. go i use CAPS or not?
and no nee for me to sorrow that ay right yes. no harm to me mmheant i be ok.
whats there not to say?
walk up right.
how are you noxot, i mean church man dont disturb me to much or i shouldnt walk by the church too close or sit right thats not treu i can be at church, yes i can.
could i lately or must i askhow they are doing, and what is it said?
i mean cheek up right am ok.
we be ok.
i just hope these storys about, we all be fine, i know
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Post by noxot on Jun 6, 2012 12:04:45 GMT
it is hard to comprehend that last post or yours, i'm sorry.
I think I kind of lost faith in God. I believe he is real but I don't agree with the things he appears to do and what he lets happen to me. i'm sick of all my faults and I hate reality. i hate this world. I hate my limited amount of free will. if I could pick for myself, i pick for God to never have created me.
to exist is torture, hell, and pain. life is not all bad but I don't think I want any part of being Gods "son". I wish god would get a clue and delete me already, but he prefers to not bow down to my will.
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Post by stein on Jun 7, 2012 21:17:49 GMT
i am not gonna explain what u didnt understand but your reaction seems so clear now. and with all i see i say what is it that tortures you, if you find that out you'll be further. i hear you good and i know me and hey high five, i wont delete you....  and we live eternal |
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Post by noxot on Jun 14, 2012 8:50:52 GMT
why would I want to go further? I just want God to make it all stop. the entire point is to not have to go through all of this. I don't want eternal life.
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Post by stein on Jun 25, 2012 9:32:21 GMT
i think thats very negative noxot |
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Post by fluencenergy on Aug 15, 2012 8:30:31 GMT
i had beeen out of connection again and even had to create my own accout, serious.
nasty.
i willbegoing to posthere somthings in case u get to read it..
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Post by stein on Aug 27, 2012 11:48:44 GMT
hey just wanted to say i can login as admin again.
and that we should or i should find something to keep the url and meaning of this board or another okay, okay.
greets stein/xs
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Post by noxot on Aug 28, 2012 23:12:52 GMT
how have you been doing?
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Post by stein on Aug 29, 2012 8:12:24 GMT
i am going to get my hair done right now..
the past 4 weeks been good, but i did take that to high dosis. but i am ok now ty.
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and we live eternal