my experience/miracle.

[stein]

this is how you normally see the sun when you look at it.





this is how i saw it for a second or five:



when i saw it it was perfectly stable and had only one fluence flowing to the upper right.

thanks for letting me share this with you.
what it has all done with me mentally i would like to share. but not now.

[stein]

my psychose now says it may also have something to do with the mayan predictions of a new age. or ending age.

i dunno

[noxot]

I don't know much about those people. but there is a lot of superstitions going around with the year 2012. and that calendar.

however I think that Jesus did not come again yet, because the bible says that certain things must come to pass. and yet I know the time is near for something to happen.

I am curious as to what your psychosis says about this prediction? can it be explained in more details? do you happen to know what the mayans believed in?

[stein]

am not sure but i guess the calander is based upon a star system. and they have chosen a point to say that's when the new round begins. or it's an outer event upon which is based either one of these two i guess..

what predictions haven't come true yet then?

[noxot]

Jan 20, 2012 6:51:54 GMT stein said:

am not sure but i guess the calander is based upon a star system. and they have chosen a point to say that's when the new round begins. or it's an outer event upon which is based either one of these two i guess..

what predictions haven't come true yet then?

honestly I can not say either way if the calendar has truth in it or not. I don't have enough understand on the matter really. theories in me say that it is possible and theories say that it is not true. that is one reason why I want to know more about it. if i knew for sure those people hearts and could see everything then I could give you a conclusion. maybe I should share with you that certain spirits over who knows >what< do certain things for good or bad reasons I guess? so then how are we to tell what angel to follow? but we are lucky I think, those that are born after Jesus was born on earth. because we can understand more clearly that Jesus is what he said he is. so he would be in higher authority and goodness than any other angel ( if you know who He is, satan did not know but some demons even knew). so I could throw out different theories of the cause of their calendar ending in 2012 but how am I supposed to know for certain? perhaps I would be swayed enough if i knew that those people sacrificed other humans for things that they want. that would show a huge lack of Godliness and so it could point out that they are more influenced by evil beings rather than by good being. and I think the bible says plainly that good=truth and evil =lack of truth.

but then again I could say that maybe their culture was a place like where the prophet daniel was. now if you know what kind of place he was at you would know there was all kinds of evils and yet you also know how bright of a light daniel was to those people. so if a person like daniel was the one that wrote when the calendar was to end, then it could be truthful. but seriously I have no conclusion. I just have to many thoughts and I seem to not have enough to be able to understand the truth.

because even when I say that the bible said something like "no one knows the hour, not even the son, only the Father" I have to wonder if I even comprehend what that means. if I thought I knew what it means then I could say that no one knows when Jesus shall make a transformation with the earth and the people in the earth. but since I believe that the bible is from God and highly worthy of an meaning from God, I have to ask myself if I really know what it means. because I do not confess to understand when this hour is and what exactly is it talking about? however in my travels i have learned that the bible is the most solid foundation that there is. but most people look at the bible and try to read it as if it was from themselves. they assume they know what it means. and I think I do that to a degree but i was taught that the cross it is foolishness to the greek. and though I do not confess to know what a greek is I think I see a lot of greeks thinking that the bible is foolish and the bible has the cross (I am trying to be spiritual when I speak). and I see the way that some greeks think and feel (to a small degree) and so I have an even more solid foundation in knowing that things are not so simple to understand sometimes.

but the bible says "For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality." so then I think that Jesus will come after this happens. so that is one reason why I think that Jesus has not come again yet. I hear in the bible of a new heavens and a new earth and yet I do not see it yet. I think Jesus will come at what some people call "the end" but I confess to not know or understand how things will be, I just think they will be so different that we will all know when Jesus has returned.

sorry for this being so long but one last thing I wanted to mention is that the commonly known "3 wise men" in the new testament saw a sign in the heaven and it all meant something right? so then things in the heavens can mean things so it would be pretty shallow of me to say 2012 calendar is not true". but I have no desire to let lies grow ( who is perfect? ) and so I really want to know if this 2012 has any truth with it.

my view is that most humans and evil spirits can't see truth clearly enough and so a distortion must take place. the less distortion the better. but I don't know anything and I am some kind of weird creature among the creatures of God. most of what I say is not easy to understand I am sure because of my lack of communicating skills and the limitations of my mind and heart. so sorry if that was all just a bunch of gibberish. I really don't think I want to swallow up anyone ( how could I if I just want to be alone?) I think I wanna be happy learning the truth. but I seem to not have a direction sometimes. and sometimes I don't want a direction. but I hate the evil spirits screaming at me things that I don't even want to feel.

[noxot]

sometimes I lose sight. what could the star have to do with the calendar I do wonder. and what is this star? who or what is this star? maybe this is more important? I think one of the main questions is "what is the star". everything else could come into sight more clearly if I knew. I learned some things but I don't know how or if they would help. I refuse to be common. I refuse to be with the common soul of the world. if I am swallowed then I will be its cancer.

but really more than anything regarding me, I hope that you know what this star is.

sometimes I wish I knew what certain things that I saw were.

[stein]

i think your communication skills are very good noxot.

but this all you are sayin is onto my second post that it has something to do with a new age, and your ansswer perfectly says the ins and outs which i agree with.

however i do find the bible should be a personal book. not written by the reader but to the reader, each individually that would be perfect. i am sure.

this experience of mine i know is truth, i saw the core of all truth, which silenced me for four years+ and after i saw the crawling surface i didnt say a word to the shrink and asked for the closed department. which lasted pretty long and wasnt so good at all. i wasnt treated right..

but i made it, and now enjoy reading the old paper of jeremia........

i made it throught i promise you, since god knows what is as the holy ghost...

[stein]

tomorrow is a new next day for all' of us.

[noxot]

something is amazing. how can you understand? is this a joke or are we being saved? how could things spoken be put into words to describe and understand and teach what is going on?

humans seem blind but maybe i am worse off than them.

how is it that God turns everything around and uses it to be so loving? or is this just what a psychosis does to you?

this is amazing. look at how this guy is, he seems insane and crazy according to the world. i can't see him or how pure he is. i just know I am not pure.

books.google.com/books?id=C2176WD_RlcC&lpg=PA927&ots=_-iqbZo1xg&dq=Philip%20K%20Dick%20Manichaeism&pg=PP35#v=onepage&q&f=true

if you feel like reading or if you can relate. i can come to no conclusion. but i am reading this "letter to peter"

and also you amaze me and I wonder if they are truth what you went through. also i worry, i just can't sort anything sometimes it seems. what is right and what is wrong?

[stein]

what if i suspect we are truly talking with each other and you may be my best friend noxot.
we can talk, i'll say some allright.

can you make me talk instead of just think a lot about what is said and seek up all names and you say way more then i know.

but i suspect you are talking to me, i hardly can i udestand this right?

tell me 2 man to do goo dis more then one.
if you see, you must be able to have seen it and know that it is good.

and try carrie on perfect as i tried my wholelifeworths. my heart you should know.
i changed many charactual mistakes and thought with my heart understanding and mind as hard as i could for ove to remain good and allright.

do you hear this or know some out it, can u think over that tons of many times?
before and after an later on, do you hear you must know.

are we communicating?

i hear you far later, but checked out every word four times and over noxot.

one should be happy to know the souls are saved into perfection by someone to discrete in juste and jusristrictions of facts at hand.

i say live i said and cried it over then as much i could ever possible.

the road is walked a far end. and factors are set stable. if we believe all good. i do else for me.

the road goes one and takes another turn.

always further i go...

xxx x

[stein]

Jan 3, 2012 17:41:56 GMT stein said:

this is how you normally see the sun when you look at it.





this is how i saw it for a second or five:



when i saw it it was perfectly stable and had only one fluence flowing to the upper right.

thanks for letting me share this with you.
what it has all done with me mentally i would like to share. but not now.

hey i just wanted to bring this up fresh without words again.
offcourse i listened noxot. but it went to go wordless, here.

the entire tail was in it i guaranty. but i went silent after i saw it and didnt talk for years.

i'll update and hope for another response.

"it caught me"

salut

[stein]

please take the time to read and understand it from my behalf